Age is catching up.

It’s time to decide. Whether to find a potential husband, date him for three years, get married and have kids. Or be a full-on lesbian. Or to be a nun.

Just kidding.

Whatever it is, I can’t afford to stay up and party and drink till 6 in the morning anymore. My body is protesting!!!

I should just spend more quality time with my friends. Or stay at home and read.

I’m starting to think that life is kinda………..meaningless?

There’s gotta be more to it!

Long weekend= More partying.

Is it true that when you get older, time just slips through your fingers like sand? I’m starting to feel that 24hours is so not enough. Not enough for my beauty sleep, not enough for me to really do the things I really have to do.

I know, I’m supposed to make time for it, not the other way round. But I’m always too worn out to do that! Ugh. And I’m workin for only 2 days this week, so how come I feel more tired then ever? It’s not helping that I only get home at 6plus in the morning and sleep at 7am. It is SO NOT helping at all. I kept telling myself I should go home earlier but I still ended up going home late. Crap.

Anyway, I’ve met up with JR and Shawnie yesterday. I really missed you guys alot! JR especially. I guessed I sort of owe you an explanation, but I really don’t know where to start. I’m glad that I went down. (:

Went play, and it’s really been ages since I went there. I think there’s really something wrong with me. My fainting spells are getting more frequent and I almost fainted AGAIN while waiting in the queue.  Blacked out/fell asleep(?) for quite awhile but it didn’t get any better. So I laid flat on the sofa and 5 mins later i felt better. Quite embarrassing actually. I think the people near the table prolly thinks that I’m some drunkard. Hahaha. It’s damn packed la! I’m not sure if it’s because it’s small, or it’s jam packed with ladies(reggie’s theory) or it’s actually true, I think that there’s a LOT more pretty/hot girls then normal clubs. And I’ve seen quite a couple of cute guys also. Not quite sure if they are gay or not though.

Reggie was very lame loh! We were at the dancefloor when they started playing “Elevator” by Flo Rida and there was this part where the lyrics was something like “first floor, stuck on the gold digger. Second floor, stuck on the ….” and Reggie was happily clapping her hands and telling us “Well, you can take the stairs, the lift, or the escalator!” WTF?! Jr, your friend eh? Haha.

This is really random but I think I should get a pair of curling tongs really soon or I should head back to the salon to perm my hair because it’s getting limp and it looks like shit!

Had a dream again about you yesterday. This time I can remember the song that’s playing in the background. Yea, I dunnoe why but when I dream it’s a bit like watching a show. Or more like I’m acting in it. It’s “Standing Still” by Jewel. And I haven’t hear that song for ages.

Can’t find the MV, maybe there isn’t one in the first place. Funny, my subconscious telling me something that I ALREADY know.

Tokio Hotel

 

Honestly I don’t think this song is nice, but it’s stuck in my head! I liked the lead singer’s voice tho, and he’s really pretty. I like pretty boys! Hahaha. I like his dragon ball hairstyle better though in his 1000 oceans. Nice! And that song is so much better.

 

Friday tomorrow! Yay.

Perfect stranger

“You drift through the years and life seems tame, then a stranger appears and love is his name”.

 

Can some other stranger just stepped into my life already and help me take my mind off the perfect “stranger” that I’ve set my eyes on for the longest time?

Backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

I’ve been wanting to blog for the longest time! But when I finally got my computer back, I don’t know how to start, where to start.

Oh well. Guess I will keep it locked in my head then.

Seasonal friend.Yes, indeed. Im one.

Patience.

Patience is a mind, that is able to accept fully and happily whatever occurs. It is much more than just gritting our teeth and putting up with things. Being patient means welcoming whole-heartedly whatever arises, having given up the idea that things should be other than what they are. It is always been possible to be patient. There is no situation so bad, that it cannot be accepted patiently, with an open, accomodating and peaceful heart.

The Used

I’m listening to my favourite songs during my poly days. The Used is the best!

 

 

I’m sick I’m sick I’m sick. Is there anybody out there who’s willing to take care of me, just for a little while?

 

…Think I should just get some sleep.

Falling for you.

Time to grow up!

The Show

I’m just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
I can’t do it alone
(I’ve tried)
and I don’t know why

Slow it down
make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
‘cuz it’s too much
Yeah, it’s a lot
to be something I’m not

I’m a fool
out of love
‘cuz I just can’t get enough

I’m just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
I can’t do it alone
(I’ve tried)
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I’m so scared
but don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down
I know
I’ve got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
and synchronize in time
It’s a joke
Nobody knows
they’ve got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I’m just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can’t do it alone
(I’ve tried)
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I’m so scared
but don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down
I know
I’ve got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

I’m just a little bit
caught in the middle
life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can’t do it alone
(I’ve tried)
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I’m so scared
but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down
I know
I’ve got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

Hating it.

I officially started hating the way u’re making me feel. It’s like I’m going to have a heart attack, anytime soon.